Back in China, I despised two things: 1. Everything related to Japan; 2. all kinds of -isms, including Deism, Pantheism, Panentheism and Theism. Ironically a Japanese guy became my boss. What makes it more ironic is we get along well. To exert my efforts to make my life even more dramatic, I became a Christian. Feel like I could predict my future by checking out things that make me disgusted, or control my future by hating things that I truly love.
At least quite peaceful about my life and future now. No idea about what’s gonna happen though. That’s life.